Well here I am at 1:19 at night and I decided that it would be a grand idea to post an update. This time I figured some happier poetry was in order. This is a poem I wrote for my girlfriend to add a little more to her da. I hope you enjoy it. Like with all poetry feel free to use this under a creative commons.
If you have ever been camping then I think you might understand
The amazement in which I first held your hand
Imagine a fire that’s been put out by the rain
it has extinguished the warmth and light so arcane
But when you poke around inside the ashy mess
you find tucked inside an ember a la heart in chest
burning away without any thought of going out
yet think of how long it took you to find this fiery sprout
the rain itself had tried its best to put out this brand
but no matter the pain you've found someone to take your hand
what you once thought impossible has happened before your eyes
and believe it not its a beautiful person that doth arise
You've blown on my ember and rekindled its spirit
and I tremble when you say my name so that I can barely hear it
Maybe its that I’ve lit your flame anew
but just know that these kinds of things are quite seldom and few
The way you hold me when we lay side by side
fills me with joy that, its true, I struggle to quite hide
the way you run you fingers all throughout my hair
leaves me in another world yet still laying there
the way that this has happened is entirely a surprise
and to me it doesnt make sense, pure logic it does defy
The nights I spend with you grow that ember stronger
and I can tell that what we have should go on a great time longer
You know that I am not the richest man but I love to see you smile
and laugh and roll about when I’ve tickled you for a while
you really dont know how much good you've show a poor old heart like mine
and I look exceedingly forward to beautiful things we'll get in time
But enough about what I have felt let me show you what you are
to this poor old heart of mine that you've managed to set afire
With easy grace do you look upon me laying there
and fall on down beside me and stroke upon my hair
Your caress is gentle and appropriately so
from here to where does our joinéd journey go
Its such a wonder and such a delight
to have a wonderful you in my life